My phone is at 13% and I want to set up my laptop so i can hear your voice but
my life feels so bleak when Im not next to you.
I am so tired these days and my heart always hurts,
the lump in my throat never seems to recede anymore and
the idea of unpacking my backpack just feels so exhausting.
I lay on the couch in the prison ive built
with my frivolous spending talents and
never ending walls from desperately seeking validation-
wondering what more i can do to escape
and just go home to my own couch.
My family and
my dog.
I feel my way blindly through endless hours of ridicule and insufficient funds emails.
I remind myself that t
One day the light will fade from everyones eyes.
Even the galaxies in my own.
But I will not burn out.
I am a star.
I am life.
I am creation.
I am the cure.
My phone is at 13% and I want to set up my laptop so i can hear your voice but
my life feels so bleak when Im not next to you.
I am so tired these days and my heart always hurts,
the lump in my throat never seems to recede anymore and
the idea of unpacking my backpack just feels so exhausting.
I lay on the couch in the prison ive built
with my frivolous spending talents and
never ending walls from desperately seeking validation-
wondering what more i can do to escape
and just go home to my own couch.
My family and
my dog.
I feel my way blindly through endless hours of ridicule and insufficient funds emails.
I remind myself that t
One day the light will fade from everyones eyes.
Even the galaxies in my own.
But I will not burn out.
I am a star.
I am life.
I am creation.
I am the cure.
you left me with a noose and a chair
and expected me not to hang
i've been chasing cars ever since
hoping one day to find you
my mind is wide awake despite my body
and i can't seem to stop
stop searching for you
your myopic point of view is haunting me
because you never saw the big picture
slow me down and count to ten
i try to breathe in and out
but i can't seem to breathe without you
i'm unfolding before your eyes
god damn, things have to go right
without everything else going wrong
i feed off of the disdain you have for me
and hope that one day you'll return
maybe it's a pipe-dream, hoping so
that you'll just embrace me again
i can feel in
Thank you very much for the for 'Angel Of Sorrow', which is truly appreciated. Sorry my thank you is so late but definitely catching up a little more each day.